Not dead yet

I am still alive

This picture says nothing and I know it is gay; I don't expect any comments, I just wanted to upload a new picture from today for my dorli... Just comment the next post, the ditch skating....

Half a year :)

Thank you!

Just some pictures which I like

Yeah, what should I tell you... Random pictures, they're like 1 1/2 month or older...



Chris at dairy queen, he's a friend of mine, we always sit at the same table during lunch. Listens to a lot of metal and rock stuff as you probably guessed...

Behind him (the man with the glasses who is watching him) is Charly, he got 2 other exchange students, one german and one korean. I like him very much, he is a friend of mine, too. He will turn 70 soon, and he is the craziest 69 year old guy I know, there are some stories......








A butterfly on a flower

























I took a picture of my mom at Pizza hut, I like that one although I didn't do it on purpose (this mirror effect)

A tree in front of our house, I like that one

Clown...

Hey guys.... Some pictures from me taken at october 31, helloween.... I went to the skatepark, skated in my really tall shoes, went to a punkrock show next to the park (3 hardcore bands played there) and yeahh.... At the moment, I am a bit bored... I always feel good coming to the skatepark at 8:30 or something, just skating, trying new tranny stuff, having fun.... I am looking forward to the weekend, time to do some things instead of staying in school until 4, having 2 hours to rest/study, driving school from 6 to 8, and then either skatepark, drinking a coffee at Mc donalds or other homework stuff...... Yeah, that's it so far... I hope ya like the pictures, I scared so many people (I practised my laugh and voice a bit, it was kinda scary..)...

Skatepark

Here is the best place to be, skatepark, abilene. As you can see, the park constists mostly of trasition stuff, you can find trannies 2 foot, 4 foot, 6foot and 7 foot tall. There are some banks and a lot of possibilities for transfer stuff. The park was designed for Blader (you can find no bladers there, just skaters and sometimes bikers) that is why the rail sucks. What you can't see, there are two curbs right after each other so they produce a gap; you will see some other pictures later. There is a banana curb but the people are sitting on it the most time. The park is not that big but they used the place; I tell you, a tranny park is much better than the boring bank-funbox-quater-curb-flatrail park. There are a lot of things which you can try every day like new transfers, skating the spine, find your lines and stuff. I learned really good stand up grinds(which equals 5;0s, I hope ya know what I mean). The negative side of the park is that the ground in the bowls is not that good, a bit to rough. But I mean, if you can skate that park than the others will be easier for you. The biker on the picture ist Kaufmann(he has german ancestors) and the guy is Aaron (is the spelling right ???) who rocks the trannies like almost no one else. So, thumbs up for him, I can't wait being able to skate again. Me and my friends will skate street then two, here are good street spots too (I think better than at home)

So, write a comment, dumbass

See ya

My girl....

That is just for my girl, Dorli.

I love you my baby, I hope this pictures rember you like me on our unbeliveable time in Germany. I know that I will come back and love you like I loved you 5 months ago, before I left and now. I don't care what other people are saying, for me you are the most beautiful girl in the whole world.

I love you, you little pig

Hernia surgery

I don't know if ya all know, but I have had a hernia (leistenbruch). It began to hurt 4 weeks ago while I shit. The shit was to hard I think. Then it continued because of skateboarding (I've been skating 1 time in the last 6 weeks) and power lifting during the soccer class. So finally, after we convinced the insurance company (thanks dad) my surgery took place on wednesday. Here are some pictures...

Before surgery, I look like a fat idiot.














The "hospital"















Rosemary (my mom) and me chilln and waitn for the doc

Don't fuck with this hat













I need drugs













Yeah, more more more















Shortly before surgery, still in a good mood









After the surgery. It hurt a lot. I woke up, yelling and feeling like a brave warrior who have to stand through the pain. The nurse just said something like "you don't have to yell", as long as I remember.













Saying goodbye to the nurses.











The next 2 days I read this great book. I am not through, but it is a great one. Funny and sad, sometimes I had to laugh and that hurt so much... Charles Bukowski-Ham on rye, read it, dumbass








This medicine kept me awake all night. I didn't really sleep for 2 days. That photo was taken at 5 o clock. I was damn tired, but I was so afraid of murderes, monsters, rapers, bad dreams and illusions, that I couldn't sleep. Shortly before I went to bed I fell asleep on the couch. Suddendly I woke up and saw a women on the couch who breathed deeply. I turned around and there was nobody. I was just afraid, and know I stop taking this medicine. I could finally sleep today morning from 6 to 1 pm.

Today I could turn it of. Almost nude-photography

Looks alright